All my life, I struggled to find where I belonged. I hopped from one group of friends to another. I always felt so lost. I couldn’t figure out what I wanted to be before I started college. I always just followed what I thought I was supposed to do or what I was told. Nothing felt right to me, nothing made sense. In a way, I guess you can say that I was just cruising along. I’ve always felt uncertain of myself and basically everything. I always second guessed my actions and my thoughts. But when I met you, for the first time in my life, I was actually sure of something, of someone. I was certain about you – no questions, no second guessing and without an ounce of doubt. From the day I met you, I was always so sure that I belong to you, that more than anything, we met because I need you in my life. It’s always been you. You are mine and I am yours. I never knew that I could love someone the way that I love you. Some might say that I love you too much, but it’s the only way I know how. You make it so easy. Because of you, I know myself better now. I like the ‘me’ that I have become because of you. Everyday, I consider myself lucky because I have you. I love you so much, I could write a novel about you.
Looking back, I don’t ever remember fantasizing about getting married. I didn’t have a dream wedding whatsoever. And then all of a sudden, when I met you, it’s all I could think about. Suddenly the thought of a future without you isn’t a future I want to live in. I realized that I didn’t have a dream wedding because the details really didn’t matter to me, what matters most is the person I share that day with. I realize now that my dream wedding is to be wed to you, and here I am living my dream because you are my dream come true.
I love you a lot.